Have you ever felt like that? How about the movie Groundhog Day with Bill Murray. A classic in its own right.
For the time being I’m not going to speak about my own personal experiences, but in generalities. The reason, I won’t say, but if you think hard enough I’m sure you can figure out. If you can’t, call me and I’ll spell it out for you without spelling it out.
I’m obviously in this position in my life now because I’ve been a horrible person to most people I’ve met. Now you may say come on Matt, you’ve always have been a kind and caring person of others, or maybe your like, ” yeah, I always did hate that sob”. The truth of the matter is that doesn’t matter that it’s happened to me. This disease, this struggle, this blog is about me, but also a whole lot more. I will admit that I am a prideful person and will never, ever let someone denigrate my good name without a fight. In fact some people may say that have lost my filter and the truth as I see it just comes rolling off my tongue. But, this whole thing is so much bigger than me. I have to remember why I’m doing this. I’m writing for the voiceless. For the people who struggle with OT everyday and don’t know what to do or where to turn. I write for the people who don’t even know that have OT, because only 20-30% of all the neurologists in the world can properly diagnosis it. This was, is my mission. The more you share my writings, the more eyeballs see it, the more people are aware. I mean come on you’ve shared way more stupid things than this. If I was a cat or dog with OT, I’d probably have thousands of followers!! Don’t let today or tomorrow just be the same old day. Because no one knows what tomorrow may bring. It could be you or someone close to you asking for help.
So, I may write more often on one specific topic at a time and keep myself out of it for a while. Trust me, I get tired of hearing about me too. So share these blogs, not for me, but for the people who are me, but just don’t know it yet. I may be a small fish in a big pond, but the more fish I can connect just might make a difference.
Thank you for reading. Share, share, share!!! Have a better tomorrow and as always, God bless!